I love my family, but I need a break from them, not so much because of them, but because of the way being around them makes me. They might feel the same way about me.
My sort-of-friend calls me bizarre, which I sort of don't hate anymore, and which is probably accurate, more or less. I'm starting to embrace the bizarre, or else I'm just giving up, one or the other.
In a futile attempt to counteract the continued lack of sex, friendship, and affection in my life, I'm reading all the books, listening to all the albums (metal, screamo, punk, band suggestions welcomed heartily), learning languages, starting a podcast, writing angry songs that my voice isn't really loud enough to sing and strange existential essays on the meaning of life, plunking away on the guitar, and indulging my nerdBeing™.
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